I'm so confused. I'm just a youngin', I'm too pretty.
It all started back on those household numbers, 9/11. I didn't believe it at first. I didn't know how scary it was and how significant it was to actually be living a piece of history. I had always read about the Hindenburg, Kennedy assassination, and Titanic, but all the background screams and chaos meant nothing to me. After I cried and watched TV for days on end, I didn't know what to think. I was supportive of going over and getting Osama, but that was all I felt we needed to do.
I should probably say this now, but I have NEVER been so ignorant as to wish we "woulda bombed them towelheads to the shit they eat". I've been privileged enough to travel to England, Scotland, and New Zealand before this my ripe age of 15. I've experienced what some other countries think of the U.S. and my parents have raised me well enough to be accepting of other people. And I've definitely learned that the above attitude only fuels the less than flattering feelings from foreign nations.
So now we're in Iraq. It seemed like it was going about the same as Afghanistan, relatively quick and painless. Well, troops starting dying. And they keep dying, some of them like Nick Berg (I'm almost convinced that Nick Berg wasn't killed by Iraqis, though). This is where I'm confused. I don't hate anyone in Iraq. Isn't it hard to hate people you don't even know? Just because they resist us, does that mean we should hate them and want to "bomb them even more" (as my classmate so eloquently put it)? They've done a lot of bad things, but we've killed a hell of a lot of civilians and in their eyes, we've done a lot of bad things to them.
Evil of Iraqis = Evil of Americans + 2 (unit of measurement unknown)
We've done a lot of bad things to them, and we're just as righteous about it as they are. Why can't some of the American public (at least some people in rural Ohio) open their eyes and be more accepting?
You can see how confused I am. I'm surprised this is assembled in coherent sentences, but I thank you for indulging.